Catagelophobia

We're moving tomorrow. I'm sitting in my room, six years after it was last empty, a completely different and completely identical person to the girl I was when I first got here. I still need reassurance of my own ideas, but I can make my own ideas and decisions now. I deal with problems by avoiding them and hiding in a pile of stuffed animals and dramatic music, but now I can shake myself back into order and (eventually) confront what ails me, even if it's not always as confident an attack as I would hope. The attempt is still there, and that's so much better than I thought I could do. I've gone from accepting and obeying my mother's every ru

So this is the first day since January that I've had off from working on the show. My dad came home from Boston, and I've got #1 homework #2 the show #3 Fashion Fever #4 exercise #5 photography assignments #6 reading, both academic and casual, #7 AP art assignments now that I've switched from Studio 2 into AP/3, #8 intense organization and cleaning to do for the move, #9 no significant other (he's dating a girl i was friends with in seventh grade, hardy motherfucking har) so i'm resorting to tea chocolate and excessive blanketing #10 oh right i forgot I NEED TO GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP BECAUSE I KEEP FALLING ASLEEP DOING MY HOMEWORK IN THE LIVI

After getting tagged by Emma, Ari, Sarah, and Cara (via Facebook, that is), I figured maybe it was time. Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to "NOTES" under tabs on your "PROFILE" page (you may have to add the tab by clicking on the + sign), click on "Compose New Message" and paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of